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Finally My Finals Will End

So tomorrow is my last final exam and let me tell you I am so excited to finish this semester. I seriously just want it to be done with so that I can just relax. My final final (see what I did there?) tomorrow is in business management. It's a little dumb/annoying but hopefully I do pretty well on it. God knows I need to get at least all A's and B's...and if i get a C it's not the end of the world. I just don't want to ruin my GPA. Well now what's the deep message in this one? I don't know. I don't think there is one. This was just a blog that I posted where instead I should be studying. So there's your message. Study, Don't Blog. (blog after you're done). bye!

Paint Wars

So tonight I was involved in a paint war. And yes it is EXACTLY what it sounds like. It was a war with paint as the weapons. I learned a lot about how to use my weapons smartly. First, make sure that you have as much ammunition as possible. I had 2 paint bottles in my hands and once those were done I made sure to grab another one. It was super fun and I recommend this to anyone who is bored and has paint in their house. So we did this for Joey's birthday and he DEFINITELY had a blast. Nicole had a shower cap on because she did her hair and didn't want it to get ruined and in the end she lucked out the most. She was the cleanest of all. Janet was smart with her tactics. At first she was saying not to use "the stuff" until we got to the "War zone" but she was attacking everyone AKA hypocrite! And then there was Vera who, by the end of the war was all grey because she was attacked by everyone, every color, and every possible spot on her body you can think of was covered in paint. Thankfully the paint was washable so we were all able to get cleaned up. It was fucking awesome!

HAHAHAHA

Awesome Pile of Wood

Funny Cat

Dirt Art

Magic Sesame Seed Man

Guide to Public Toilets

Realizing

Tonight I had a sudden realization that is actually going to change my outlook on life. And it's funny how it happened. My friend Nina, who doesnt live so close to me, offered to take me home. I had a ride with someone else that lives closer but I decided to go with her. The way God works is just awesome. Imagine if i took my other ride, i wouldnt have had this realization. It's this whole chain reaction thing that if I didnt go with her then this wouldnt be happening. Anywayss, we got to my house and just started talking and talking and then the realization just hit me. It was that you don't have to know the answers to everything. If you don't know something, it's okay. Telling someone "i don't know" is completely normal. No one knows everything. We are only human and we can't please everyone. That's why I don't like saying i don't know. It makes me feel like i'm letting that person down so I'll try and find out the answer but who gives a shit, right? I mean, we can't live in a way that all we want to do is please everyone because that's just not possible. We need to focus on making ourselves happy and think that if Im happy then im happy. What also is annoying is telling people no. I hate it but I've learned that no is an answer to. Yes is not the only response. If you dont want to do something then just say no. You are allowed! This is all part of the pleasing people thing. You feel bad to say no because youre letting that person down, but if you dont want to say yes, and you do, then you are letting yourself down. You are just setting yourself up to be annoyed and unhappy with what your doing. And this final thought just blew my mind. This is how people find out who they really are. When you do things just for other people, you dont know what your in to but when you do things for yourself you discover your true self and your interests and what you want in life and other shit like that. It's like a trickle down theory. You start off by understanding that you dont need to know everything, you can tell people no and BAM! you learn something new about yourself. Honestly, after high school I did a lot of growing up and having these realizations. Being only 18 Im sure there are going to be plenty more of them but this one really gives me a new perspective on life. It gives me another way to look at things and to always try and do what I can for others but when it comes down to it I need to think of myself and do whats best for me. Thanks Nina :D

Justin Bieber Sex Doll

Funny Quote

"You can't judge a book by its cover, but you can judge it by the back cover"

Concentration

Concentration is a big word. It requires a lot of attention but I just can't seem to give it any. If I had to pick one thing that I suck at, it's concentrating. But only when the thing I need to concentrate on is annoying, ugly, stupid, boring, not interesting, dull, you get the point. If it's the total opposite of all those things then I can stare at it for.ever. Seriously, like these stupid apps on my iPad. I can play with them non-stop 24/7 just because of how attractive they are. I guess it's about appeal when you think about it. Something needs to catch your eye, then grab you in mentally and you become so wrapped up in it that you forget that it's 8:16 PM and you need to finish studying for your tests, memorize your lines for you final scene in acting class, start you 10 page research paper on racism that is due in two days...I gotta go. :)

My CLEP Test

So I have a CLEP exam tomorrow, and no it's not a disease. CLEP is a test that exempts you from certain classes in college but still gives you credit. I am almost done studying but it is super annoying trying to store all these historic names, dates, and events that I honestly don't care too much about. But if it will keep me from taking a history class then I am going to put my all into it. I hate history classes. They bore the hell out of me and I can never get higher than a C. So why not take this test and see what happens? Worst case, I have to take the stupid class but if God is on my side, I hope He is, then all will be good (BH).

Quote

"The biggest pitfall is living in the acceptance of others."

Quote

"Do or do not, there is no try"